Sunday, November 21, 2010

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

dear ego

Stop hurting me over and over and stealing everything from me.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Humankind cannot bear very much reality.
T. S. Eliot

I am in an interesting space this morning. I am wanting to truly see everything as it actually is not as Id like it to be. You know,emotionally I think I can take anything now. Life has not been kind.The 7th step application here is to practice patience and Gratitude.I have had the same job for over 4 years now.Im a working psychic and a semi decent mother. I am doing what I can day to day. I am in love with someone. The obvious is that there maybe something I am missing. I am not suspicious or cautious or even pretentious just shaken by the need to take a good honest look around. Maybe approaching my fourth year clean has prompted this.I am very grateful and am truly happy. I pray God that I can trust you would show me if I was deceiving myself.