Oh my, things have gotten interesting. Or the plot thickens whichever youd like.
I cant say enough warm and fuzzies.

Melancholy and the infinite sadness is such a great album title. I am trying to think of which song I loved on it and it evades me just the album title comes to mind..
I am thinking of my daughter thats probably why. I am going to talk about it a little more with other women and people who have addict kids. I am also thinking of checking out Alanon. I have no idea where and when Ill have time but I am going to make time. I want to feel better. I got into it with Spike earlier in the week. A simple tiff turned into dramarama and I think hes right it has to do with not being able to seperate and surrender my kids. I love him so much, I hope that staying on top of this stuff will somehow change the way I behave. I really cant stand myself sometimes. heres one..

Got to see Iron Maiden :)
They were very close to us! I am happy to say I did not suffocate in the pit. Spike and I both had an awesome time. Who couldnt youd have to be a corpse or extremely lame not to. I am back to work, well rested I guess. I could of slept longer I think. I dreamt of one of Stephanies friends. He introduced himself and kinda let me know hed keep an eye out for her. She gets out this Wednesday. She is my baby now and always. I love her so much and I am sorry that she is choosing the way shes is choosing. I pray she makes it through this part of her life. I am reading for someone tonight. So happy it will be mediumship. My personal favorite thing to do. So all is good I guess. The financial stuff always ends up working out...
Love you Stephanie