So I been running on empty. I am feeling somewhat better today.Love this weather makes my bluesy side come round again. I prefer it really. Sunny,happy is only me over caffeinated. I love deep,I live surface and walk between the raindrops of all of it.
A few things matter most and get me to engage that would be the children I made and this man that came into my world. My recovery is the basis of where I'm finding footing and staying grounded in it has proven quite difficult sometimes. The ego tries so hard to serenade me back into the void. Tells me that alone is always best for me.

Dear Stephanie,
Get clean
Heal
Become