If one can actually revert to the truth, then a great deal of one's
suffering can be erased - because a great deal of one's suffering is
based on sheer lies."- R. D. Laing


I dont understand whats happening to my life? His life? WTF! How could this even happen? Its all all fucking lie every word uttered in these fights are fucking lies and the only thing real and true is I love him & he loves me. I ruin everything I just want to evaporate into nothing.